Have I Forgotten? by Fellow-of-the-Void, literature
Literature
Have I Forgotten?
Have I forgotten myself?
Forgotten what I stand for?
Forgotten the reasons I do what I do?
Forgotten each turn, each friend, and each trap?
Have I betrayed myself?
Betrayed what I fought for?
Betrayed the ones I care for?
Betrayed each lesson, each comrade, and each nemesis?
Will I find myself?
Find something to stand for?
Find a reason to do what I do?
Find new truns, find new friends, and find new traps?
Will I protect myself?
Protect what I fight for?
Protect the ones I care for?
Protect each lesson, each comrade, and each nemesis?
I know only that no longer have I been a Fellow,
But a fake.
That I changed to protect myself,
That inst
Alone and sad in the world, I am
Nothing but regret and pain in my mind
What once was is now gone
and I want that once more
When I hear the ringing of my phone, I smile
Because I know that it is you,
When we talk my heart feels lifted of all the pain
until you remind me that you belong to someone else
My heart is torn between what to do,
I love you but it kills me not to be with you
I love you but it kills me to see you with another
I love you with all my heart, My love...
I put on these masks
to hide my identity
to warp my being
to bind my soul.
When I do put them on
I am hidden
I am changed
I am trapt
I take off these masks
To show myself
to correct my image
to unleash this Fellow I am
But when I do
I am unprotected
I am unknown
I am alone.
In love, our hearts beats;
wanting another to hold.
Asking ourselves if it is our fault no one is there.
In fear, our heart beats;
wanting another to hold.
Asking ourselves if it is our fault no one is there
The Questions I ask by Fellow-of-the-Void, literature
Literature
The Questions I ask
Am I a man or am I a lie?
Am I you or am I they?
Am I a song or am I the instrument?
Am I the book, or am I the writer?
Am I any of these things, or nothing at all?
Have I Forgotten? by Fellow-of-the-Void, literature
Literature
Have I Forgotten?
Have I forgotten myself?
Forgotten what I stand for?
Forgotten the reasons I do what I do?
Forgotten each turn, each friend, and each trap?
Have I betrayed myself?
Betrayed what I fought for?
Betrayed the ones I care for?
Betrayed each lesson, each comrade, and each nemesis?
Will I find myself?
Find something to stand for?
Find a reason to do what I do?
Find new truns, find new friends, and find new traps?
Will I protect myself?
Protect what I fight for?
Protect the ones I care for?
Protect each lesson, each comrade, and each nemesis?
I know only that no longer have I been a Fellow,
But a fake.
That I changed to protect myself,
That inst
Alone and sad in the world, I am
Nothing but regret and pain in my mind
What once was is now gone
and I want that once more
When I hear the ringing of my phone, I smile
Because I know that it is you,
When we talk my heart feels lifted of all the pain
until you remind me that you belong to someone else
My heart is torn between what to do,
I love you but it kills me not to be with you
I love you but it kills me to see you with another
I love you with all my heart, My love...
I put on these masks
to hide my identity
to warp my being
to bind my soul.
When I do put them on
I am hidden
I am changed
I am trapt
I take off these masks
To show myself
to correct my image
to unleash this Fellow I am
But when I do
I am unprotected
I am unknown
I am alone.
In love, our hearts beats;
wanting another to hold.
Asking ourselves if it is our fault no one is there.
In fear, our heart beats;
wanting another to hold.
Asking ourselves if it is our fault no one is there
The Questions I ask by Fellow-of-the-Void, literature
Literature
The Questions I ask
Am I a man or am I a lie?
Am I you or am I they?
Am I a song or am I the instrument?
Am I the book, or am I the writer?
Am I any of these things, or nothing at all?
Hello everyone!
Long time no speak. decided to get on here to see how things are going with everyone; least of everyone I can find. I hope everyone is enjoying life, I know mine has been a crazy ride. Let me know interesting things!
I am now without a girlfriend, wonderful life, lol. Umm, I am starting back up on my MMO game project, re doing the logic and what not. Then I am going to start on writing up the code and stuffs.