Fellow-of-the-Void

Have I forgotten myself? Forgotten what I stand for? Forgotten the reasons I do what I do? Forgotten each turn, each friend, and each trap? Have I betrayed myself? Betrayed what I fought for? Betrayed the ones I care for? Betrayed each lesson, each comrade, and each nemesis? Will I find myself? Find something to stand for? Find a reason to do what I do? Find new truns, find new friends, and find new traps? Will I protect myself? Protect what I fight for? Protect the ones I care for? Protect each lesson, each comrade, and each nemesis? I know only that no longer have I been a Fellow, But a fake. That I changed to protect myself, That inst

Alone and sad in the world, I am Nothing but regret and pain in my mind What once was is now gone and I want that once more When I hear the ringing of my phone, I smile Because I know that it is you, When we talk my heart feels lifted of all the pain until you remind me that you belong to someone else My heart is torn between what to do, I love you but it kills me not to be with you I love you but it kills me to see you with another I love you with all my heart, My love...

I put on these masks to hide my identity to warp my being to bind my soul. When I do put them on I am hidden I am changed I am trapt I take off these masks To show myself to correct my image to unleash this Fellow I am But when I do I am unprotected I am unknown I am alone.

In love, our hearts beats; wanting another to hold. Asking ourselves if it is our fault no one is there. In fear, our heart beats; wanting another to hold. Asking ourselves if it is our fault no one is there

Am I a man or am I a lie? Am I you or am I they? Am I a song or am I the instrument? Am I the book, or am I the writer? Am I any of these things, or nothing at all?

                 SHADOWS            They call my soul,         My soul calls for them.    When it's counter part comes,        My soul breaks the bind.